Hols

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS YAY! XD

Soooooo finally it's the June hols! Sigh, I'm jam packed with activities for almost every week in the month, but anyways, I'm gonna enjoy myself and don't give a damn about anything during this entire week ahaha. I guess I'm more of looking forward to getting my new phone I guess hehe, xP Just a little excited too for my upcoming camps and Lasertag that imma take part in with my group of friends. Although tbh I think I will suck at it, but I will still try ahah. Anyways, I'm kinda a little too addicted to the game 'League of Legends' right now and it is definitely not doing me any good..yea. But anyways, Imma go in game soon. :) Update later, byeeeee

-CP

Gave up

Gave up

Okayyy, so basically, this post is gonna be about how I don't care about him anymore ahahah xD So basically I gave up on him, cos I guess, he's impossible to get and plus he probably finds me annoying now that there's this dude who went to tell him I have a crush on him and I am pretty sure he is damn annoyed right now. Although finally I decided to muster up my courage to actually text him again after about a week plus, he didn't bother to reply or even give a shit about my message. So I guess this will be my last and final attempt, just hope that he finds someone better I guess....yea. It's probably more of me not wanting to try or even idk, say hi or even say hi to him in school. Life sucks doesn't it? :)

So there's this guy....

There's this one guy

Okay so, there's this one guy I really felt was perfect, well, everything, his personality, his looks, the way he looks at me, everything. I really like him, which might as well be close to love, but then I realised, that there isn't a single point in me liking him, I look like some dude, with short hair, and a really badass and boyish personality that will naturally make me friends with guys, I mean, who would like a girl like that huh? But tbh, this guy, he meant so much, well, until I realised that maybe I'm just annoying him and I should just stop this feeling towards him, he's perfect, really, but impossible to get. I'm just gonna keep moving forward, and, not gonna stop to look at him or even talk to him online unless needed to ever, I guess, it's hard, but I gotta try...huh? :) Well, anyways, my exams are coming, well, yea, so I'm kinda busy and this sucks cos that means I can't update the blog, but uhm, just make sure you guys out there have efficient rest and yea, will update soon! xD

-CP