This is ME!: October 2013

Saturday, October 26, 2013

Rant #3

Rant on friendship

Okay,let us just say that you guys might think that I am somehow retarded or somthing, but like seriously, I have a clique, and it has this leader, which apparently does not really like the other cliques people i hang out with and thus is more biased towards my best friend than to me. uhmmmm, I'm sorry if I neglected you guys or whatsoeva, but like really, you don't need to do it so obviously that you like her better than me. You're making it really obvious by writing a letter for her that is easily twice the amount of words found in my letter. Although I really understand that maybe cos you two are closer, but this is just so fake. And like, when you buy her gifts, and it does not seem cheap at all, you give it to her in front of my face. Don't you realise that this is a little unfair? And like, she doesn't even give you anything back, I even bothered to write a letter for you, and you told me the drawing of your bias was fat, well, I'm terribly sorry then. Can't you at least like, be a little less obvious of your bias-ness? Thanks.

Plus, it is my opinion to judge whether i should or should not say swearing stuff, it is definitely not affected by my other friends. Please do not think that my friends are somehow badass or something, even if they are, I love them to the moon and back, so please don't judge or hate them please, you don't know them well at all so you have no say. :)

Sorry for the rant guys, i just had to let this out, if you find this relatable then that's great ;)

With love,

Friday, October 18, 2013

You're my blessing :)

You might come as a Lesson, I don't know

You might come as a Blessing, but what matters is that You were in my life <3

haha XD sounds so deep huh? Hope this is nice ;)

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Feelings for today :)

Although I never wanna stop talkin to this special person, but, I'm afraid of texting him first cos I'm afraid I'm annoying him.

I hope he never stops replying

I hope he won't think I'm weird

I hope that he would feel the same way

I hope one day he could know how I feel

*sigh* sorry for boring you if I did hahaha XD anyways, here's the quote pic!

I fell hard like an egg dropped on the floor :)

Note from me!!! Short message/ Rant rather ;)

Sometimes, i just wonder why I always seem to mess things up with my own hands. It's like everything was alright until i had to mess it up for myself, me and my useless nonsense. After reading a romance novel, I realise don't you guys just feel that sometimes you just do the stupidest things in front of your various crushes? Like seriously, you will either act like you hate them, or you simply just want to avoid them, when inside, you yearn them so much? Well, that always seems to be the case for me, I just hope that things would turn out fine in the end.

Second topic, results, I'm not saying that I am jealous about my best friend or anything, it's just that she is my real one and only target I really hope to reach, I need the motivation to actually pay attention and work hard to study and then I can actually achieve my dream, is that so hard? Well, it is for me :( Sadly, I'm so very far away from her... >.< I just wish I could be more perfect? Unfortunately I'm not, I'm a girl with countless flaws that even your fingers can't count, yes, that much...anyway, hope my quotes that I randomly thought of actually HELP you guys :)

Starting to like EXO and well, I have always been a KISSme ;D

But also an anime fan, I'm learning Japanese these holidays! So yea, root for me yea? :D

-CP

Monday, October 14, 2013

Rainnnnnnn~

It is rainin now, sooooo, here's another quite for the day!! More will be coming soon! ;D

Goodnight quote!!!

Listening to music while I sleep, a ton of emotions goin through my head due to mixed signals from someone special ;) tryin to figure out, wantin to say my feelings, and music helps :) Hope u guys like the pic :D