Note from me!!! Short message/ Rant rather ;)

Sometimes, i just wonder why I always seem to mess things up with my own hands. It's like everything was alright until i had to mess it up for myself, me and my useless nonsense. After reading a romance novel, I realise don't you guys just feel that sometimes you just do the stupidest things in front of your various crushes? Like seriously, you will either act like you hate them, or you simply just want to avoid them, when inside, you yearn them so much? Well, that always seems to be the case for me, I just hope that things would turn out fine in the end. 

Second topic, results, I'm not saying that I am jealous about my best friend or anything, it's just that she is my real one and only target I really hope to reach, I need the motivation to actually pay attention and work hard to study and then I can actually achieve my dream, is that so hard? Well, it is for me :( Sadly, I'm so very far away from her... >.< I just wish I could be more perfect? Unfortunately I'm not, I'm a girl with countless flaws that even your fingers can't count, yes, that much...anyway, hope my quotes that I randomly thought of actually HELP you guys :)

Starting to like EXO and well, I have always been a KISSme ;D

But also an anime fan, I'm learning Japanese these holidays! So yea, root for me yea? :D

-CP